Just my thought of the moment, you can't sleep at night, woken up every hour because of nightmares that make no sense to you and stress, when you know that everything you do is wrong, when you feel misunderstood by every person that count for you, you always wanna give up with your life, you think that you are not useful on that weird planet thats is "earth", you wonder what's the use to live if you are not happy, you wanna scream out loud and cry out all your tears but then realize that no-one cares for you..... You start to talk to your friends about your problems, they say it's gonna be okay, you just have to find the good things even if everything seems to be dark to you. You will hate 'em all because you can see that they can't understand what you're going through! You know who could help you, whats wrong but that person doesn't realize how much you need them..... You just sink in your own problems that maybe your brain is making up!
You believe that the only thing you could do is write an article to liberate you on that BLOG but after you did it, you can see that nothing has ever changed.
Result, nothing goes on well, you wanna ditch everything you've ever constructed, and wanna hurt yourself so bad because you think it's all your fault and you're the one to blame.
Fuckin dark thoughts drive me crazy, today this story is mine believe it or not.....
Je tiens a préciser que je suis extrêmement déçue du soutient apporté par mon "copain" pendant ces moments.....Bravo Tanguy :'(